Yeah I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now But hey, what daddy always tell you? Straighten up little soldier Stiffen up that upper lip What you crying about? You got me Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad When I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry Cuz you're scared, I ain't there? Daddy's with you in your prayers No more crying, wipe them tears Daddy's here, no more nightmares We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it Laney uncles crazy, aint he? Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it We're all we got in this world When it spins, when it swirls When it whirls, when it twirls Two little beautiful girls Lookin' puzzled, in a daze I know it's confusing you Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me But things have gotten so bad between us I don't see us ever being together ever again Like we used to be when we was teenagers But then of course everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant to be But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream [Chorus] Now hush little baby, don't you cry Everything's gonna be alright Stiffen that upperlip up little lady, i told ya Daddy's here to hold ya through the night I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why We fear how we feel inside It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby But i promise momma's gon' be alright It's funny I remember back one year when daddy had no money Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom And at the time every house that we lived in Either kept getting broke into and robbed Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre And flew you and momma out to see me But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it And you and Laney were to young to understand it Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here I like the sound of that, yeah It's got a ring to it don't it? Shh, momma's only gone for the moment [Chorus] And if you ask me too Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird I'mma give you the world I'mma buy a diamond ring for you I'mma sing for you I'll do anything for you to see you smile And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine I'mma break that birdies neck I'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha) hej wiem, ?e czasami to co si? dzieje nie zawsze ma dla ciebie sens Ale co tatu? zawsze ci powtarza? wyprostuj sie ma?y ?o?nierzu trzymaj usteczka o co beczysz? masz mnie Hailie, wiem ?e t?sknisz za mamusi? i ze t?sknisz za tatusiem kiedy mnie nie ma, ale chc? da? ci ?ycie jakiego sam nie mia?em widz?, ?e jeste? smutna, nawet kiedy si? u?miechasz, nawet kiedy si? ?miejesz widz? to w twoich oczach, w g??bi duszy chce ci si? p?aka? bo jeste? wystraszona, ?e mnie nie ma tatu? jest z tob? w twoich modlitwach koniec z p?aczem, otrzyj ?zy tatu? jest tu, koniec z koszmarami damy sobie razem rad?, na pewno tak wujek Laney to wariat, prawda? ale kocha ci? dziewczynko i lepiej ?eby? o tym wiedzia?a jeste?my wszystkim co mamy na tym ?wiecie kiedy on si? kr?ci, kiedy wiruje kiedy si? obraca, kiedy wariuje dwie ma?e ?liczne dziewczyny co wygladaj? na zak?opotane i oszo?omione wiem, ?e to ci? rozstraja tata ci?gle w ruchu, mama ci?gle w wiadomo?ciach staram ci? przed tym chroni?, ale zdaj? si? ?e im bardziej mi na tym zale?y tym bardziej to odnosi przeciwny skutek wszystkie rzeczy, kt?re tatusia przeros?y, kt?re musia?a? ogl?da? tatu? nie chce ?eby? to ogl?da?a, ale ty widzisz tyle samo co on nie chcieli?my, ?eby tak wysz?o mi?dzy twoj? matk? i mn? ale sprawy mi?dzy nami tak ?le sie potoczy?y nie wyobra?am sobie, ?eby?my jeszcze kiedykolwiek mieli by? razem tak jak wtedy kiedy byli?my nastolatkami ale przecie? nic nie dzieje si? bez powodu my?l?, ?e tak nie mia?o by? ale to co?, nad czym nie mamy kontroli , to w?a?nie jest przeznaczenie ale do?? ju? trosk, z??? g??wk? i za?nij mo?e pewnego dnia obudzimy si? a to wszystko b?dzie tylko snem teraz ju? cicho kochanie, nie p?acz wszystko b?dzie dobrze trzymaj usteczka ma?a damo, m?wi? ci tata jest tu ?eby ci? trzyma? przez noc wiem, ?e mamy teraz tu nie ma i nie wiemy dlaczego boimy si? tego co czujemy w ?rodku nas to mo?e sie wyda? troch? szalone, ?adniutka obiecuj?, ?e z mam? wszystko b?dzie w porz?dku to zabawne przypominam sobie taki rok, kiedy tatu? nie mia? w og?le pieni?dzy mamusia zapakowa?a prezenty na Gwiazdk? i po?o?y?a je pod choink? i powiedzia?a, ?e niekt?re by?y ode mnie bo tatu? nie m?g? ich kupi? nigdy nie zapomn? tej Gwiazdki, ca?? noc przep?aka?em bo czu?em si? jak dziad, widzisz tatu? mia? prac? ale to by?o tylko podawanie do sto?u tobie i mamusi w tamtym czasie do ka?dego domu w kt?rym mieszkali?my albo si? w?amano i obradowano albo kto? w niego strzela? i twoja mama zbiera?a dla ciebie pien?dze w s?oiku chcia?a miec ?wink? skarbonk? ?eby? mog?a i?? na studia i ju? prawie mia?a tysi?c dolc?w kiedy kto? si? w?ama? i je ukrad? wiem jak strasznie zabola?o to twoj? mam?, z?ama?o jej serce i wydawa?o sie , ze wszystko zacz??o si? rozpada? mama i tata tak si? k??cili, ?e mama wr?ci?a do Chalmers w bloku, jednopokojowego mieszkania a tata wr?ci? na drug? stron? 8 mili, do Novara wtedy w?a?nie tatu? pojecha? do Kaliforni ze swoim cd i spotka? Dr.Dre i zabra? was, ?eby?cie mnie zobaczy?y ale tatu? musia? pracowa?, ty i mama musia?y?cie wyjecha? wtedy zacz??a? ogl?da? mnie w telewizji a mamie si? to nie podoba?o ty i Laney by?y?cie za malutkie, ?eby to zrozumie? tata by? w??cz?g? a mama nabra?a nawyku to wszystko dzia?o si? zbyt szybko by kt?re? z nas zdo?a?o to poj?? jest mi tak przykro, ?e tam by?a? i musia?a? to wszyskto widzie? bo wszystko czego kiedykolwiek chcia?em to ?eby? czu?a si? dumna a teraz siedz? w tym pustym domu, wspominaj?c ogl?daj?c zdj?cia z twojego dzieci?stwa, to mnie zdumiewa jak obie wyros?y?cie, jeste?cie prawie jak siostry teraz wow, chyba bardzo jeste?cie a tatu? wci?? tu jest Laney, do ciebie te? m?wi?, tatu? wci?? tu jest lubi? ten dzwi?k do tego jest k??eczko ciii, mama znikn??a tylko na moment i je?li mnie tez zapytasz tatu? kupi ci papu?k? dam ci ?wiat kupi? ci pier?cionek z diamentem b?d? ci ?piewa? zrobi? wszyskto, ?eby zobaczy? jak si? ?miejesz a jak papu?ka nie b?dzie ?piewa? a pier?cionek nie bedzie l?ni? ukr?c? ptaszkowi ?eb i p?jd? do jubilera , kt?ry ci sprzeda? pier?cionek i ka?? mu zje?? ka?dy karat, wi?c lepiej nie zaczynaj z tatu?kiem , hahaha
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