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In a life of 95 years, my Uncle
Silas found
time
to try
most
things, and there was a time when he became a gravedigger.
The churchyard at Solbrook stands a long way outside the
village on a little hill above the river valley. And there, dressed in a
blue
shirt
and
old brown
trousers,
my Uncle
Silas used
to dig
perhaps one grave a month.
He worked
all day there
at the blue-brown
clay, with
no one
f(lr company
except
birds picking
the worms
out of the thrown-
lip earth.
Small and ugly, he looked
like a stone
figure
that had
II1'lpped off the roof of the little church,
someone
who
had lived
tl)() long and might
go on living and digging
the graves of others
IIlr ever.
I II' was digging
a grave there
once
on the south
side of the
\ Illlrtllyard
on a sweet, hot day in May, the grass already long and
.1""11, with
golden
flowers
rising
everywhere
among
the
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IIv 11Iidd:ly he was fairly well down
with
the
grave, and had
11\\'.1 Ills I)():mls to the sides. The
spring
had been
very dry and
,tld, I'lit IlllW, ill the shelter
of the
grave, in the
strong
sun, it
I
lib'
11lidsl1mmer. It was
so good
that
Silas sat in the
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and
had
his dinner,
eating
his bread
and
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with the cold tea he always carried
in
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to feel sleepy, and finally he
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:l( the bottom
of the grave, with his wet, ugly
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bottle
in one hand
resting
on
hli ~lll"
III' 1101.1"'('11 ,I',I('('p I()r 15 or 20 minutes
when
he woke
up
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~I'IIII'''"I' ',l.lllllillg ;It the top of the grave, looking
down
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'\1 11'~t III' 1III1IIglit it was a woman,
Then
he saw his
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to her. 'Try it, madam.
Try it if you don't believe
me.'
mistake. It was a female. He was too surprised
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'Thank
you. Not
out of that bottle.'
the female
stood looking
down
at him, very allgry ,II SllllWIllillg,
'All right.
I've got a cup,' Silas said. He looked
in his dinner
making
holes in the grass with a large umbrella.
She W;ISvery Idl'
basket and found
a metal cup. He filled it with
tea and held it up
and thin, with
a round,
unattractive
face. She seemed
to h;lVl' a
pair of men's boots on below her thick, black skirt.
He did not have time to take another
to her. 'Try it, madam.
Try it. It won't
hurt you.'
look before
she attacked
'Well!' she said, and she reached
down
for the cup. She took
it
and touched
it with
her thin lips. 'Well, it's certainly
some sort of
him. She waved her umbrella
and shouted,
criticizing
his laziness,
tea.'
Just
stupidity and disrespect.
She shook
her head from side to side and stamped
one of her
ordinary
tea,
madam,'
Silas said. 'Made
this
mornmg.
feet.
Finally
she
demanded
to know,
her
thin
neck
stretching
You're not drinking
it. Take a good
drink.'
down
at him,
why
he was drinking
beer
down
there
on holy
She took
a real drink
then, washing
it round
her mouth.
ground,
in a place of rest for the dead.
'Good, isn't it?' Silas said.
'Yes,' she said, 'it's very nice.'
'Drink
Now
at the best of times
it was difficult
for my Uncle
Silas,
with
his
full red
lips, red
eyes and
nose,
not
to
look
like
a
it up,' he said. 'Have
a little
more.
I suppose
you've
drunken
sailor.
But
there
was only
one
thing
that
he
drank
walked a long way?'
'Yes,' she said, 'I'm
when
he was working,
and that was cold (:1',1. Itwas
1rue that the
afraid
I have. All the
way from
Bedford.
tea always had a little
alcohol
ill it, but I'Vl'll so, il was Illainly
Rather
further
than I thought.
I'm not as young
as I used to be.'
'Nonsense,'
Silas said. 'Young?
You look
twenty.'
He
took
his
cold tea.
Silas let till' It'llIale lalk IiII' allllllsi
liw
Illillllll'S, ,lIld Ihell he
coat and spread
it on the new
earth
above
the grave. 'Sit down
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his
hal
alld
s,lid, '( ;ood
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and rest yourself,
madam.
Sit down
and look at the flowers.'
lIowns
lIice?'
Rather
to his surprise,
she sat down.
She took
another
drink
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of the tea and said, 'I think
I'll unpin
my hat.' She took
off her hat
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Sltl' said, 'YllII'n' dlllllk.
tlllll'
and held it on her knees.
'Young?'
Ill' sIdd. 'I \vlsil I W,IS.'
'Nil, 111,111,1111:
Silas said. 'Madam,
you're
just
a chicken.
Wait
until
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Villi II'lIVl'thl' IH'I'I ,dlillt' 111'1('Ill' all
you "te as old
as I am, and
then
you
can begin
to talk.
I can
plan's?'
Silas 1Il'Id lip till' IWI'I hlllth', 'MIIIIIIIII,' hi' s.tld, '",It,ll's
remember
the Crimean
War!'*
'Really?'
she said. 'You
must
have
had
a full and interesting
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life.'
'Yes, madam.'
She smiled
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weakly, for the first time. 'I am sorry
I spoke
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did. It upset me to think of anyone drinkin~ in thiN plal'l':
'That's all right, madam,' Silas said. 'I havcn't touched
summer tea with only a little alcohol in it, and I had a winter tea
with nearly a cupful in it. The weather had been cold up to that
day, and I hadn't changed from winter to summer tea.'
They sat there for about another half an hour, drinking the
cold tea, and during that time there was nothing she did not hear
about my Uncle Silas's life: not only how he had left the beer and
was trying to give up the bad language, but how he had given up
the ladies and the horses and the doubtful
a drop of
alcohol for years. I used to. I've not always been as good:
Old Silas reached up to her with the bottle and said, '/ lave
some more, madam,' and she held out the cup until it was full
again. 'Thank you,' she said. She looked quite pleasant now,
softened by the tea and the smell of flowers and the sun on her
head. Somehow
she stopped
looking
like a female and became
a
stories and the lying
woman.
'Uut you're a better man now?' she said.
'Ycs, madam,' Silas said, with a slight shake of his head, as ifhe
were a man in real sorrow. 'Yes, madatl1, I'm a better man now.'
'It was :1 long fight against the drink?'
'A long fight, madam? Ycs, it was a very long fight.' He raised
his hat a little.
'How long?' she said.
'Well, madam,' said Silas, settling back in the grave, where he
had been sitting all that time, 'I was born in hungry times. Bad
times, madam, very bad times. The food and the water were bad.
Very
and everything else that a man can give up.
As he finally climbed up out of the grave to shake hands with
her and say good afternoon,
she must have believed that he was a
very pure and religious man.
Except that her face was very red, she walked away as proudly
as she had come. That was the last he ever saw of her. But that
afternoon, on the 2.45 train out of Solbrook, there was a woman
with a large umbrella in one hand and a bunch of golden flowers
in the other. In the warm,
crowded
train there
was a smell of
something
stronger
than cold tea. The woman
appeared
to be a
little excited, and to everyone's embarrassment
she talked a great
bad.
There
was
disease
too.
So
we
had
beer,
madam.
deal.
Her subject was someone she had met that afternoon.
'A good man,' she told them. 'A good man.'
Everybody
had beer. The
babies
had beer.
I've been
fighting
against it for 80 years and more.'
'And now you've beaten it?'
'Yes, madam,' said my Uncle Silas, who had drunk more in 80
years than there is water in the Thames. 'I've heaten it.' He held
up the beer bottle. 'Nothing
but cold tea. You'll have some more
cold tea, madam, won't you?'
'It's very kind of you,' shl' said.
So Silas poured out anothl'l' Clip ofllH' cold lea and she sat on
the graveside and drank it in ,11(' slinshillC.,Ill'l'lllnillg :111 the time
nlore and more hulna n.
'And
it wasn't Slll'prisill~.· as Silas told nil' aflnwanls.
'It was
still my
winter
tea tha'
w(' w('n'
dlinkin~.
Vou Sl'l', I had a
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