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The Voyage Out
The Voyage Out
by
Virginia Woolf
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Virginia Woolf
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edge of the pavement with a lady on his arm. Angry glances
struck upon their backs. The small, agitated figures—for
in comparison with this couple most people looked small—
decorated with fountain pens, and burdened with des-
patch-boxes, had appointments to keep, and drew a weekly
salary, so that there was some reason for the unfriendly
stare which was bestowed upon Mr. Ambrose’s height and
upon Mrs. Ambrose’s cloak. But some enchantment had
put both man and woman beyond the reach of malice and
unpopularity. In his guess one might guess from the
moving lips that it was thought; and in hers from the
eyes fixed stonily straight in front of her at a level above
the eyes of most that it was sorrow. It was only by scorn-
ing all she met that she kept herself from tears, and the
friction of people brushing past her was evidently pain-
ful. After watching the traffic on the Embankment for a
minute or two with a stoical gaze she twitched her
husband’s sleeve, and they crossed between the swift dis-
charge of motor cars. When they were safe on the further
side, she gently withdrew her arm from his, allowing her
mouth at the same time to relax, to tremble; then tears
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Embankment are very narrow, it is better not to
walk down them arm-in-arm. If you persist, law-
yers’ clerks will have to make flying leaps into the mud;
young lady typists will have to fidget behind you. In the
streets of London where beauty goes unregarded, eccen-
tricity must pay the penalty, and it is better not to be
very tall, to wear a long blue cloak, or to beat the air
with your left hand.
One afternoon in the beginning of October when the
traffic was becoming brisk a tall man strode along the
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Chapter I
A s the streets that lead from the Strand to the
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rolled down, and leaning her elbows on the balustrade,
she shielded her face from the curious. Mr. Ambrose at-
tempted consolation; he patted her shoulder; but she
showed no signs of admitting him, and feeling it awk-
ward to stand beside a grief that was greater than his, he
crossed his arms behind him, and took a turn along the
pavement.
The embankment juts out in angles here and there, like
pulpits; instead of preachers, however, small boys oc-
cupy them, dangling string, dropping pebbles, or launch-
ing wads of paper for a cruise. With their sharp eye for
eccentricity, they were inclined to think Mr. Ambrose awful;
but the quickest witted cried “Bluebeard!” as he passed.
In case they should proceed to tease his wife, Mr. Ambrose
flourished his stick at them, upon which they decided
that he was grotesque merely, and four instead of one
cried “Bluebeard!” in chorus.
Although Mrs. Ambrose stood quite still, much longer
than is natural, the little boys let her be. Some one is
always looking into the river near Waterloo Bridge; a
couple will stand there talking for half an hour on a fine
afternoon; most people, walking for pleasure, contem-
plate for three minutes; when, having compared the oc-
casion with other occasions, or made some sentence, they
pass on. Sometimes the flats and churches and hotels of
Westminster are like the outlines of Constantinople in a
mist; sometimes the river is an opulent purple, some-
times mud-coloured, sometimes sparkling blue like the
sea. It is always worth while to look down and see what
is happening. But this lady looked neither up nor down;
the only thing she had seen, since she stood there, was a
circular iridescent patch slowly floating past with a straw
in the middle of it. The straw and the patch swam again
and again behind the tremulous medium of a great well-
ing tear, and the tear rose and fell and dropped into the
river. Then there struck close upon her ears—
Lars Porsena of Clusium
By the nine Gods he swore—
and then more faintly, as if the speaker had passed her
on his walk—
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That the Great House of Tarquin
Should suffer wrong no more.
weeping and begin to walk.
“I would rather walk,” she said, her husband having
hailed a cab already occupied by two city men.
The fixity of her mood was broken by the action of
walking. The shooting motor cars, more like spiders in
the moon than terrestrial objects, the thundering drays,
the jingling hansoms, and little black broughams, made
her think of the world she lived in. Somewhere up there
above the pinnacles where the smoke rose in a pointed
hill, her children were now asking for her, and getting a
soothing reply. As for the mass of streets, squares, and
public buildings which parted them, she only felt at this
moment how little London had done to make her love it,
although thirty of her forty years had been spent in a
street. She knew how to read the people who were pass-
ing her; there were the rich who were running to and
from each others’ houses at this hour; there were the
bigoted workers driving in a straight line to their offices;
there were the poor who were unhappy and rightly malig-
nant. Already, though there was sunlight in the haze,
tattered old men and women were nodding off to sleep
Yes, she knew she must go back to all that, but at present
she must weep. Screening her face she sobbed more
steadily than she had yet done, her shoulders rising and
falling with great regularity. It was this figure that her
husband saw when, having reached the polished Sphinx,
having entangled himself with a man selling picture post-
cards, he turned; the stanza instantly stopped. He came
up to her, laid his hand on her shoulder, and said, “Dear-
est.” His voice was supplicating. But she shut her face
away from him, as much as to say, “You can’t possibly
understand.”
As he did not leave her, however, she had to wipe her
eyes, and to raise them to the level of the factory chim-
neys on the other bank. She saw also the arches of Wa-
terloo Bridge and the carts moving across them, like the
line of animals in a shooting gallery. They were seen
blankly, but to see anything was of course to end her
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