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Young Pilgrims by ineedyoursway
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6562584/1/
grande chai tea latte
one half whole milk
one half chai concentrate
steam to 145
half an inch of foam
Edward Cullen walked into my life without a care in the world
(I assumed.)
He was wealthy
(I assumed.)
Talented
(I assumed.)
Beautiful
(I knew.)
/
Because I could tell by the way that he moved
Pure, aching tenderness
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Pure, aching charisma
Eat your heart out
/
He comes here every Sunday
I mean, so do I, but it's different
Hell, I work here.
I'm here every god damn mother fucking second of my life
(Except Tuesday and Thursday)
(Except my sporadic classes at South Seattle CC)
/
Got a problem?
/
He comes at the same time, too
It's a common time
It's not strange or anything
He comes at noon
People are lazy on Sundays
They get up late, come in late, need espresso to make it through the afternoon
/
Like Sandra
She has two kids, Sandra. And a dog.
Sometimes she leaves her dog outside, tied up to the bike racks
I don't know
Her kids are always crazy I mean, they pull at her hair, her earrings
They're the type that hang people's legs
I mean, the type that accidentally change to the legs of a stranger while still
thinking they're on Sandra's
I feel bad for the stranger
It's always the same reaction
There's a strange kid on my leg.
Fucking now what?
Nothing. You have to deal. Sucks.
/
Sandra comes in right before Edward
I don't even see Sandra anymore I just hear the alarm
Edward's next, Edward's next, Edward's next
/
I'm getting ahead of myself, though
I mean, I didn't know his name when I first met him
I mean, he didn't even introduce himself to me
I mean, I overheard his name being called out by one of his friends
/
Anyway
He comes in like the beautiful people do
Smiling, little crease dimples
Lips slightly chapped
Biting cold
He shivers and it's still beautiful
Takes off his jacket
Takes off his athletic bag (It's slung over his shoulder when he walks in. It's
always slung over his shoulder when he walks in)
Today there's an umbrella
He shakes off the rain, creating a mini puddle by the door
I'll be cleaning that later
Bastard
/
"Hello," he says
And like a moth to a flame
I'm dead.
/
I smile
It's fake
I'm still dead
"What can I get for you?"
/
"Grande chai tea latte?"
/
I don't know if he's insecure or whatever, but everything he orders sounds like a
question
Now, normally, that would put me off
Make up your damn mind
It's your damn order
Right?
But instead I just smile and nod
"Of course."
/
And I take his credit card
And bam, bam, bam
Just like that
It's over
/
I stand by the espresso machine
The douche is playing on the radio
Sorry, I mean John Mayer is playing on the radio
I've memorized the words
I only hear it every day
/
And I'm free, free fallin'
And I'm free, free fallin'
/
I'm not free
Or falling
Thanks anyway
/
I hand him his drink
I don't know his name (at this point, anyway)
Right now he's just red
/
Red lips
Red hair
Red eyes
Red ears
Red cheeks
Just red
/
He nods a thanks
I mean, he ducks his head just a bit.
He does the same when walking out the door
He doesn't make eye contact with most people
He doesn't make eye contact with me
I mean, it's not like I'm anything special
It's not like he saw me one day and had an epiphany
It's not like he was all,
"Oh, Bella Swan, you're so beautiful, you're so lovely, you're so clumsy (err,
scratch that last part), you're so innocent, you have such small hands. I love you.
Marry me?"
Because, three things
/
I dub this the Bella Swan triad:
One
I am undoubtedly average
Two
I live my life unnoticed
Three
I don't have small hands
Small hands are weird
You can't, like, hold things
/
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